Tears run thru my cheeks,
Silence, my friend and my enemy,
insomnia every night accompanies me.
So alone and yet surrounded by people,
wanting to yell aching to scream,
but society does not accept my outbursts,
and I'm bound to fake happiness in my agony.
Those who "know" me judge me
those who "love" me make me cry,
sweet sorrow gentle sadness,
that silently kills me from the inside.
Every time I try to be honest,
every time I try to speak,
it blows up in my face and no one notices,
that I'm dying silently, with sadness and sorrow hugging me.
It's like symphony of emotions,
where there is no crowd to entertain,
aching for someone to hold me,
and tell me that someday I will be ok.
Sorrow and Sadess, sadness and sorrow,
sweet melody of my heart,
no one can hear me no one can see me,
I will just die lonely in no one's arms.